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Not as Worse as It Could Have Been May 19, 2014

Posted by Steve in diary.

It was a BEAUTIFUL day outside and I could sometimes see it from inside the library, which was the place I most decidedly DID NOT want to be.

But, it is supposed to be a beautiful day outside tomorrow as well.  I think I did pretty well keeping to my diet thing for a change and, although I didn’t end up doing anything around the house, I did think about it a lot.  🙂

I have a much needed day off tomorrow.  Even though the Big Read party was nice and stuff, it was still exhausting in that I don’t usually work Saturdays.  A Saturday and a Sunday back-to-back is virtually unheard of.

Tomorrow I have to do some chores.  The rose bush needs to be cut back hard, the lawn needs to be edged, the backyard needs mowing, and I’m supposed to put down some fertilizer.  I also want to run, to get dinner started in the crock pot, to run the dishwasher, and to do my laundry.  I *really* don’t want to do my more customary task of sitting around the house doing nothing.

That’s the thing about moods.  I’ll go into a state of hyperactive activity and I can’t imagine ever leaving this state.  I just feel so good and so on top of things.  BUT, always, the mood dissipates and I’m left sinking back to my morass of self-pity, which generally accomplishes nothing positive.  I don’t even know what I’m self-pitying.  But the house seems to collapse around me along with my diet and my mood.  So, I guess that the one conclusion I can reach about this is Meh.

As far as days go, though, this one could have been a lot worse.  Let’s hope that the lack of worse today carries forward for a while.

Toodles and poodles,

~ Steve



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